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-Vivian- LV7
发表于 11-6-2005 02:19:39
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<b><FONT color=#000033>today.. i dreamt of him. donno why too i suddenly did. it was not a bad dream too. its like the happy moment i had just came back to me. the happy times i've spent with him. The time that i used to think it would last forever. It was a good moment, i love. Was b4 i found out about her. i can sae that i missed them. Missed the kisses and hugs. He used to be someone i love the most. But after knowing wad he did, he became someone i hated most. But now im okay with everything in my life. I don feel much as b4..=) and there goes my first kiss to him. thank u for teaching me stuffs man. haha. Actually the happy times i spent with him was more to lust than love. well i guess it was.Hmmm. learn things frm this shit=). I love myself and y life more.i learned that being myself is the best. have my own likes and dislike. have my own style. Not like suckin up to anione.And my trust in God had delifinitely changed. It grew more. He is the person hu brought me tru.if not for Him.. i would be a like a worm without eyes or mouth crawling tru the shits..weird aint it for jus a small things like this can make me see things in such a different ways. Actually there were lots warnings tellin me about him. There was even once that God spoke directly to me about him. But i jus din get into me. i did told him about thoes warning that was making me curious..but after tellin me it jus gone away. Donno why i believed him. Hmm..love is powerful. it can control ur emotion. It can make u cry, sad, happy, hurt and mani other things. Romance in this world is wad makes most ppl lost in their own world. everything turns good. can sae in a bad way that it makes some ppl blind.=) but Romance oso can be good. It can help u relax. Don u agree? u jus think of someone u love and knowing that they are urs. Is so nice ain it?.. =) </FONT></b><P><FONT color=#0099ff>welll there of cos is the guy that loves me dearly.. yup.. thank God for him..hmmm.. well </FONT></P><P><FONT color=#0099ff>This Is ME!</FONT></P> |
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